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Saturday, September 15, 2007
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11:36 PM today, while i was at work, i saw something rather horrifying. hmmm, i saw the aftermath of a traffic road accident near my workplace. 3 cars were smashed together and one other car toppled over to one side. initially, i didnt notice the car that toppled over, so i thought that it was a pretty minor accident. then, i saw the last car that was in the middle of 2 lanes. and it toppled to the side. and there were kind of like a puddle of blood forming from around the car. i didnt know that i wld feel terrified. we've seen cadavers for a year and countless disgusting photos from patho and clinical overviews and some patients in wards. but nothing was like what i saw. i didnt manage to see what actually happened to the driver/passenger. but the sight of the amt of blood that they cld have lost freaked me out. puts an entirely different meaning to why im doing med, not in the grey's way anymore. we really wanna save lives, one day. and to save lives, we must know a lot. we must know what we can do to save them, as well as know that we shld be glad that we did everything we cld to save them. |