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Saturday, February 10, 2007
2:23 PM hmmmm. im slacking around at home on a saturday afternoon! finally, there's NO MORE TUITION! hahahaha, i can throw my organic chem notes away!! or rather, keep them in the boxes again. haha. and my tuition kid just sms-ed. there's no mcq in her paper!! and she didnt know. oh my goodness gracious me. i'll keep my fingers crossed for her! oh gosh! hahaha. and i helped my mom! bake her pineapple tarts! i still remember my prev baking, i baked sweet chocolate stones. which were supp to be cookies. and i was like erm, okay. i should stop baking for a while. hahaha.  hahaha, the unbaked. psuedo-nonya kueh looking pineapple tarts! hahaha. they look rather unlike pineapple tarts for some reason, but they're really really really yummie! hahaha. i think im gonna grow really fat after cny. haha. yayy. and friday night was coffee night at tcc! and our 2 silly friends! hahaha.  and lil was trying to tell us how to got to velocity! haha it was a LONG STORY. hahaha. =))))hmmmm. and i was thinking. i realised that peishan is a person who hate changes. i dislike changes in my life quite a bit. maybe that's the reason why i hate taking on new jobs. i remember how scared and unhappy i was when i had to start working last year. and when i took on the clinic job. i wanted to run away for like so so so many times. whereas, for relief teaching, it was quite okay. maybe because nj was a familiar envt with familiar pple. that's why i wasn't that afraid. it was like going back to school for normal lessons. and how i dislike orientations. being a freshie. any freshie. like back in sn, nj, medicamp. and even like primary school and kindergarten. i would cry whenever i started new school when i was young. like when i had to change my kindergarten at the end of k2. it was like oh my gosh! why did this have to happen kind of thing. and i hated orientation quite a bit. i dislike sitting in circles, playing h20, and getting to know pple's names. i think it's quite fake. you're smiling away but maybe you dont like the new friends you have because you dont know them well enough. but it's fun being the ogl because you alr have friends there. and i dislike the first 2 days of orientation camp, where you dont know anyone well enough to say anything. you just smile and giggle your way through, hoping that orientation ends really soon and i'll go back and complain to my old friends on how i hate orientation and how i dont know those pple around me at all. i resisted changes in life, and new friends. for i always thought that new friends are never that nice. like medicamp. i wanted to runaway so much. but i made really good friends actually! and they're like nice pple whom i hang out with everyday now. and like tuition assignments. i dislike having to change my lifestyle to take in a new student. to have to give them a bit of my time and to get used to them. because it means that i have to get to know an entire stranger and to teach that person. for a couple of hours everyday. to have to sit down with them and help them. and like my nj class initially. seow xiao jie realised how badly i was coping initially. how i kind of didnt talk much, didnt eat much, didnt interact much. because i felt like changes were bad. i just disliked them. but when i got to know my s21 girls, and got used to them, it got quite different. peishan got a little higher and madder. and everyone thought that i was insane. haha. haha. and how there's a new blogger thingy that i have to upgrade to and dont quite understand how to use but still have to use it. and the msn live messenger thingy. it's so complicated and so sickeningly different from the prev one and i have to learn how to use it. and change to it. and yahoo beta mail, i got so irritated with it that i decided to switch back to the original yahoo mail and not have to deal with the hassle of something new, and something to get used to all over again. so maybe, new friends aren't always as bad as old friends, like the way i always thought. and that not all changes are bad. changes are constant. that's what pple always say. or some quote always read. it's just that i always think that changes are bad. and so are new friends. i doubt that part of me will change. but i'll get used to it. i guess. this is so random!!! haha. and everyone! who listens to chinese songs! please go listen to tank's newest album! it's quite nice, you know! hahaha. lots of pretty songs in there. and the corrs! they're back! with their latest album. but it's a compilation album, so i have most of the songs in the cd alr, but nonetheless, i think i will get it! they're like wowww to me. hahaha. they're a couple of new songs i guess. =)))))) and norah jones. i think this album sounds like the prev album quite a bit. at least for the song that i heard. but it's okay! she looks so so so pretty on the cover of her album! haha, seldom does she look so girlie and you know, dressed up and she's prettily clad in a nice little dress! like the cover of feels like home! haha =)))) yayyy. |
that's our happy food! yayyy.