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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
dublin sky.
9:56 PM
Yeah they sent you all the way from Hollywood dublin sky, darren hayes i was randomly looking for songs online and i found this song. it's from 2004, i guess. but i've never heard of it back then. it's a pretty song. a sad song, but a pretty song beautifully sung with a tinge of sadness. the type of song that will spinning on your player on a night like this. a cool breezy night after the rain in your study room. (while you're desperately trying to remember anti viral drugs with names that sound like some martian). and that got me pretty pissed with virology and so i started looking for songs and i found this! sad, but nice song. not v sad. more of a lazy song. i like it though! makes me really wanna see the dublin sky somemore. gives it a different meaning somehow. Monday, October 29, 2007
special ones.
9:16 PM today, i kind of stayed for the cofm presentations on the different special schools in singapore. we all wanted to leave but the lecturer was already walking in so we had to stay on and watch those pple present. i was quite reluctant to stay on initially(but i slept my bit during the bact lecture), so i was pretty much awake and listened through all the presentations. and i found out that actually there are a lot of people out there who are a lot more unfortunate than we are. we probably always knew that they existed, but probably we're too caught up with our own lives to be bothered with them. i'm pretty sure that most of us said in our interviews that we wanna read medicine because we wanna help those who are ill, those who's got some defects in them and we wanna heal them so that they can go back to normal and lead normal lives. but at the end of the day, so much mugging drains us away and makes us forget why we really wanna do medicine. we care more about upcoming CAs, exams, trivials about immuno and microb than those people around us. those people whom one day will be our potential patients and those wom we need to relate to and try our best to render help in one way or another to make their lives a little easier, like ours. maybe medicine isn't just about treating the man who came in with stroke or AMI, okay. those patients have to be treated. but we've always forgotten about the patients who are born with congenital defects, who suffer the aftermath of strokes and those who just wanna be normal like us. maybe that's why some people call medicine an art of healing, rather than science. maybe that's why cofm is important. maybe, there's a lot more to the career as a doctor than just notes. it's about the people, the patients, the way we understand and relate to them, the way we look after their needs, the way that we do not forget about those suffering from disabilities and have to deal with life-long management, their problems might not be as pressing as acute cases, but maybe they need help and support more than anyone else. and maybe, today's presentation wasn't that useless, maybe it's not even useless at all. Saturday, October 27, 2007
friends.
1:35 AM as we grow older, we kind of make more friends because we get to know more pple through the different workplaces, schools, parties or courses that we go to, or through a certain friend's friend or stuff like that. our social circle keeps expanding and expanding. but seriously, at the end of the day, i've always wondered, how many of those friends that we make later in life are the really close friends. sometimes, it seems to me that we tend to stick closer because of the setting that we're in. when in fact, sometimes friends that we made when we were young are often much closer to heart. actually, there's nothing v wrong with that, (though this doesnt sound very nice or nice at all.), but maybe it is because, we had a chance to grow up with friends that we made when we were younger. we saw how one another grew up, how one another matured, how one another made choices, how one another fell down and got up again, becoming stronger and better pple. we saw how hard life were at certain point of time in life, how hard it was to make certain decisions, and how hard we worked together to get through those tough times and come to where we are now. we saw how beautiful these friends can be in times of crisis, in times of joy and in times of hope. we saw how these friends cried with us, laughed with us and had fun with us through many stages of our lives. a simple sms or phonecall could make a seemingly idiotic, stupid and terribly wrong day seem quite right at the end of it all. maybe, it's just because growing up together makes us closer. and i grey-ed for the week. this greys is kind of disappointing. it seems like the only thing that they do is mess up their interpersonal relationship is to sleep around with their friends, colleagues, bosses and patients. seems like of wrong but that's just what's going on more and more with each episode. this episode seems to be losing the usual flavour, not as good as usual. and izzie's still the girl and omalley's still the man, but pls, stop doing horrid things like homewrecks and failed marriage. they aren't cool, at all. Monday, October 22, 2007
moving forward.
11:21 PM i was reading this blog. somehow random blog, but not that random to some extent as well. and all i wanted to say is that, sometimes, life isnt easy. or rather, life is never easy. but it's nice to see that someone has moved on and found better stuff in life to be happy about. it's good to have brilliant friends sticking around to pick you up and some pple are just not worth your time. so for those brilliant friends, they're just simply great. and for the others, maybe it's time to delete them off your phonebook. everyone deserves to treat themselves a little better! and yes! CAs are coming. and YET! peis went shopping today. how brilliant. and i rang cher and ade up! because i couldnt decide if i shld get my f21top. i got it ultimately. im so so so poor and feel so so so sinful. it's alright! shopping was good. i havent walked all over town in such a happy mood for a real long time! =D so hoorays! and levinsons! here i come! =D Sunday, October 21, 2007
sunday afternoon.
4:11 PM found this one someone's blog. and decided to do it, out of boredom. 5 snacks i enjoy: 1. apple strudels. 2. kinda bueno 3. meiji chocs. 4. yami yogurt! peach =D 5. pearlie soya milk! its like the official anat grp drink! 5 songs i know the lyrics to: 1. love to love you, the corrs. 2. the way - clay aiken 3. take my breath away - emma bunton 4. everything - michael buble 5. amazed! lonestar. 5 things i would do with 100 million: 1. buy my hermes berkin and buy jiayan her ysl muse!!! omg! 2. pay for my bond so that the next 5 years of my life after med sch doesnt belong to MOH. (that is if i successfully finish med school) 3. omg, buy my mini cooper, and i can still afford a couple other cars man! =DDD 4. no, but i need my driving license first. but i dont need 100 million to get my driving license 5. HAHAHAHA, donate it to YLLSOM and make it the new YPSSOM, ok v lame. i prob wont do that. med sch has got enough money and apparently to building the new med lib fast enough. sci lib is like over a hill. how tiring. 5 places i would run away to: 1. hmmmm. not like run to, but i wanna visit. SEATTLE! omg. there's where grey's anatomy comes from! i wanna see seattle, i wanna see joe's bar, i bet they're all fakes. but at least where they did grey's! damn cool! 2. 5th ave! omg. hahahaha. esp after watching nanny diaries, maybe i'll meet chris evans in one of those lifts. =D okay, im dreaming alr. 3. sweden! hahaha, those swedes made their country sound kind of pretty that day. 4. hokkaido! esp when the flowers bloom! super super pretty and pretty winter weather! =D 5. france! omg. hahaha =D that absolutely pretty place! =DDDD give me my airticket NOWWWW 5 things i would never wear: 1. hahaha lime green jeans. though coloured skinnies are in, lime green seems hmmmm, off. 2. platforms. hahaha. at least not in this era. they belong to the spice girls and spice world era. 3. hmmm i dont know, any other things that seems weird and gross! hahaha. =x 5 bad habits: 1. hmmmm saying mean things. hahahah, adeline thinks im the greatest meano ard! hahaha, but hello fellow meano! hahaha .we're both as mean. 2. hmmmm. being late. omg. i am never early, or rather never on time. i think my pbl tutor hates me. out of the 8 sessions, i was late for 2 of them and walked in when he started alr. he hates me! 3. picking on food. esp vegs. i hate vegs, i think they're evil things. 4. messiness and untidiness. im so untidy that it's quite impossible for me to find my keys at times. everythings like a blah in my bag. =x 5. hahaha being really violent to guys. i tihnk everyone in my anat grp agrees with that. hahahas. i verbally abuse every guy in my anat grp. hahaha and i've punched half of them before. hahahaa. i think it's a matter of getting used to . 5 biggest joys: 1. omg! coke light! greatest invention ever! how can a drink like that be 0 cals! pls let it be 0 cals or else i will sue the coca cola company. i drink so much coke light. 2. hahaha grey's anatomy. the weekly doses of emo and omalley keeps this fun. 3. shopping. omg. hahaha retail therapy. it's truly good! =D 4. girltalks! hahahas. girlfriends are omg! great =DDDD 5. sleep. sleep is good, esp when we get so little of it thesedays. 5 fictional characters i would date: 1. i bet you all know who im going to write as choice no 1!!! omg! GEORGE OMALLEY! forget the izzie and callie showdown, george is mine! hahaha. thats what i told damian, i think im going mad. 2. chris evans in nanny diaries! he's so cute in there! 3. pete from private practice! that alternative med guy. 4. okok, if im a guy! i will wanna date izzie too. omg she's hot! 5. or hmmm. felicia chin, pretty babe too! see! there arent enough cute guys going ard. =p ok so you see, peishan is really bored although she cant finish mugging her immunology. i bet im not going get to sleep tonight. i NEED to get this done TODAY. omg. =x Sunday, October 14, 2007
hari raya.
10:39 AM hahahhs. yday was public holiday, and it was a saturday! that means i had 1.5 of my normal pay. fwahahaahhaha. and there are generally fewer patients on a public holiday, double the goodness then. brilliantly happily till the smart one pulled a smart stunt at 940 and i had to knock off real late, missed my shuttle bus and hence, ended up in town real late! =p humph. so much for the superheros act. bah, whatever! and we starkbucked! and javachiped! and talked and supper-ed and talked and i feel fat now. i drank and ate so so so many things yday. i shld opt for a yong tou foo meal for the whole of next week at sci canteen. i have to detox my system. yeas, its the only right thing to do. and i shld prob go hit the gym and burn some cals, so im so not going to do that! =p and these days, i feel a sudden high at times, from doing nothing. maybe caffeine is the trigger. i sat there, grinning to everyone really widely yday. it was kind of weird, but i just start grinning to myself and everyone else at the table. and i have been doing it quite a couple of times these few days. it's wrong. and im losin' sleep as well. i slept at 5am on fri night, playing msn sudoku. how brainy is that for 5am. hmmmmm. hahahahs. maybe we're all coping, that's why. Friday, October 12, 2007
as they told you.
12:24 AM it's already thursday. it's been nearly a week, we're getting used to it. and it's been a hard mugging week(though i didnt mug that much, well, at least im trying!!) and i was going to say. hahaha, this guy on my msn list has got a personal msg that says mumbai, india. which kind of reminds me of jiayan. because cher told us how jiayan, the smart girl, mistook that dubai was also in india. (she prob thought that mumbai and dubai rhymes, so there much be some link in there). hahaha and each time the m1 idd ad plays on tv, i'd think of both dubai and mumbai being in india and have a good laugh at it. and jy! though you're in london sounded with h&m, harrods and big buildings with a huge topshop, you're missed! crazy shopping days are over! =*( and here comes mugging! =x and it's TGIF! hahahah, i think the caffeine is making me high. i dont know why. i slept too much in the afternoon! =x Tuesday, October 09, 2007
decisions.
12:03 AM hmmm. i guess we make decisions and we dont look back. some choices are hard to make. and once we make them, we stick to what we chose and hope that it's right. things will turn out right somehow or rather. and if things were meant to work out, a little time away will not set us apart. i guess that the way this ends, at least for now. and i will try not to blog in such a manner anymore. doesnt sound right. but till then, bear with these weird sounding posts. they have to get out somewhere. Friday, October 05, 2007
speak.
10:42 PM i thought i had a lot to speak about. this has been a quite bad week. maybe, i still have a lot to talk about. it's just that sometimes we dont know how to say some stuff. sometimes. i dont know what's going on. it seems weird. sometimes, things change. there's no reason why. i dont enjoy doing most stuff that i do these days. i dont like giving in, i guess no one does. and this kind of sucks. maybe some things are like that sometimes. nothing quite goes your way. and maybe, bad things do happen in figures of 3 or 7. hmmm. and i dont like dots. i hate them. Monday, October 01, 2007
addictions.
11:42 PM i think im addicted to online shopping, i do it everyday. i think im addicted to coke light, it's amazing coke with 0 cals. bad cals make pple like me sad. i think im addicted to greys, i keep rewatching episodes despite having other things to do. i think im addicted to whining, i whine to my friends 24/7 about the same few issues. i think im addicted to my ipod, i feel like a bit of me is being chewed away when i leave my nano at home or forget to charge it. i think addictions are wrong. =p (i just have nothing better to do right now.) |